I am just beginning to feel as if I have a brain, rather than just a body that can only just sleep or drag itself to the toilet ! I had not anticipated just how knocked out and exhausted I'd be by this process, although all the information available had made it clear. Healthwise, I … Continue reading Contemplation →

For those of you not Australian or in any way interested in AFL, the significance of today being the Grand Final, a West Coast team (the wrong one but never mind that) being in the Grand Final means I can happily stay in bed, listening to 80's rock while watching the match on my phone … Continue reading 2nd day of iso & Grand Final day →

Today is the first real day of my isolation. From now, I can't leave this room, eat only the food they bring other than boiled sweets and chocolate, don't open the windows. They put me in white pyjamas, which I'll get clean every day. I hadn't expect that, for some reason I thought I could … Continue reading First real day of isolation →

I have my stem cells transplanted, yesterday, and that exhausted me far more than I had imagined. I'm basically allowed to wander around the floor with a mask on, but nothing else. This morning was rough, more to do with tiredness and a bout of constipation ( enough said) but the doctors got onto everything … Continue reading Now the plateau →

Not much detail, as I'm more tired than I think I've ever been before. But .... it's done. Not pleasant but quick and finished well within 20 minutes. More photos to follow when I have the energy to even manage my phone.

After my stem cell treatment tomorrow about mid- day, when my frozen stem cells are rapidly defrosted then reinjected back into my body, I'll be going into isolation for approx 7 days. The approximation is due to the need for blood counts to rise and stabilise, as my stem cells reboot my immune system. I'm … Continue reading Contemplation and serenity →

The cats tell the story of my day today. Give them a crochet hook, a bit of light music in the background and you pretty much have it all ! Leukocytes down a little exactly as expected from chemo, mask on from now on. No problems just time for a day of rest. Well she’s … Continue reading Rest day today →

Autumn has definitely arrived. I am no longer used to cold weather, even though I love it, but when Darlene and I escaped the hospital for lunch today and a decent cup of coffee wouldn't go astray ( sure there's a song in that), I was rugged up in my puffy jacket, card, beanie and … Continue reading Autumn is arriving →

Today is half way up the mountain. I say half way up the mountain, as leaving Moscow will be reaching the summit and seeing the view. Then there is the long slog of side effects, highly compromised immune system, getting back to work, building up the muscle mass I can feel dropping away ... and … Continue reading Half way up the mountain →

Lifted straight from Wikipedia ... Etymology Refers to Julius Caesar's crossing of the Rubicon River to wage civil war with Rome, on January 10, 49 BC, in violation of law. This act is also the origin of the phrase the die is cast. Verb cross the Rubicon (third-person singular simple present crosses the Rubicon, present … Continue reading Crossing the Rubicon →